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DIGITAL ART
THERAPY
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Life can be an utter pain in the arse. Be it
health, personal, emotional, spiritual, financial, political
etc etc, it can really grind you down and screw you up!
I think most of us know this ;)
We all have different ways of dealing with
the crap life throws at us, (and sometimes, it's our own
silly selves throwing the crap!)
Turn on some music...go fishing...do silly stuff...whatever,
we all try and have ways to chill out. Art is a good way
of dealing with life's ups n' downs: not only can it be
relaxing, it's both stimulating (learning and puzzling things
out), and importantly, creative.
Being passive, like listening to music, or sitting by a
beach is a great way to unwind, but, we also like and need
to do things.
Working for a living doesn't often give a great
deal of personal satisfaction at making something right,
something you care for. It's one of those pleasures
that's not perhaps obvious, but we need it none the less:
to do things we care about, to have pride in.
Doing something positive is better than sitting around
with your thumb up your arse, which is no fun anyway ;)
Instead, if you keep your mind busy, and the result is something
you can take pride in, it's a lot better for you in many
ways, than doing the same-old, same-old day-after-day.
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Pebble River, an image I made with Mojoworld,
a digital art program

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I've got M.E., also known as Chronic
Fatigue Syndrome, or several other stupid names, what the
names don't tell you is how bloody horrible it is. Physically
and mentally you get ground down. Pain is never an easy
thing to deal with, neither is sickness, nor mental problems,
so when you get all three at the same time...ugh.
I usually fight back against an illness, or
meditate, but they don't work on this son-of-a-b*tch illness:
fighting = stress (stress makes you worse), and you cannot
relax, so you cannot meditate. And in case anyone suggests
it, no, you cannot do exercise to relieve "depression"
for this illness, as exercise will make you severely worse,
even kill you, that's one of the peculiarities of it...try
doing exercise when you have the 'Flu and see what happens...*same
thing* (and it is not a mental illness, it is not depression,
though it often causes depression 'cause it's that damned
bad, and damages your nervous system).
You still need to move, walk etc to keep your
body "ticking over" at least, if you are able,
or you can wind up even worse, but strenous exercises
= big no no with M.E.
So, one of the few things I've
got left is art. Art is relaxing, I can do it without taxing
myself too much, other illnesses would perhaps allow different
art forms, but sitting at a keyboard is about a smuch as
I can often do, so digital art it is, on a computer.
You can be stuck in front of a
computer by bad luck and ill health, but...you can sail
across the stars in your imagination...imagine days when
you were on the beach...the look of a first lover's face...these
and other things can inspire and keep hope and life alive.
From dreams, memories, pictures or whatever, you can have
ideas that you'd like to create.
But, how to create them? Everyone can find favourite
forms of art: oil & canvas, hands and clay, acrylic
and paper etc. I'll list most of the main ones and a few
a lot of folk aren't aware of, or foolishly sneer at from
pride. Always remember: there is *NO* "best" art
form or medium, there is only what *you care for*, nothing
else is important in that respect: It's just what
you like that counts.
Art is not a "pecker contest" over who's got the
most expensive paint, brushes or whatever, that's strictly
for idiots ;)
I preffer digital art, I'll explain
why, later on.
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Kobold Canyons, an image I made with Mojoworld

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So, art as therapy...hm? Well, by
taking your mind off pain, it can help (distraction, a
great way to deal with pain, much safer than pain killers).
By letting you have a common interest to talk to other
folk, you can meet folk, create friendships, learn, share
and gain respect...respect is a coin without price, and
you don't get it for free, it has to be earned.
Making things, things you and others like,
gives a sense of accomplishment, a sense of worth. While
money is needed to put bread on the table, it does jack
sh*t for making YOU feel good, it's like sugar:
useful, but poisonous if that's all you have, it is not
a "meal". Life is a whole lot more than breathing
and eating or having the latest consumer goods.
As an aside, more we learn, more we realize your mood
can affect your health, positively or negatively. If you
feel good, you tend to be healthier. If you do things
that make you feel good...you will probably get a direct
health benefit, for those who don't like intangible advantages
like "pleasure, respect" etc ;)
Doing things actually improves your brain.
Your brain is like a muscle, exercising it improves it,
as it learns new things, it adapts and gets better. However,
you can also damage it by trauma (horrible events etc)
or not letting it rest when it needs to.
We've all got ONE life, it stretches from
Birth to Death, so you'd best make use of it while you've
got time! As the saying went on an old kids TV program
in the UK "Stop watching TV and go do something
less boring instead!", hehe ;)
You may as well try things while you can. Art does NOT
jump into your lap and do it all for you, it takes time
to get good, but you'd be surprised what you *can* do:
most of any skill is having the determination & time
to actually do it, and keep learning.
I didn't learn this stuff over night, ya know, nor did
Rembrandt or anyone else. So don't worry if yer not great
now, just doodle away and learn. Find what art form interests
you. Doesn't matter what anyone else think, be it lace
doiley making, or bronze casting!
Art can also let you express your own inner
demons and nightmares, we've all got 'em. I like making
fantasy art, as it's often about the "good guys"
beating the "bad guys", as I have a real loathing
of the abuse folk suffer, so I like seeing the good guys
walloping the crap out of scumbags ;) Not only is it a
hell of lot safer than actual combat, it's a damn sight
more useful. Violence and hate are pure poison, much better
to let them out in useful ways, or on a football or the
like! ;)
Also, I loved the heroics of actors like Burt
Lancaster, Errol Flynn and the Ray Harryhausen films,
so I want to re-create that sense of wonder, humour and
high adventure! Beats watching some twerps moaning about
boring mundane stuff in "Eastenders"...we get
enough of that in real life anyway, so why watch MORE
of that soul-destroying crap, eh? Go make some art instead!
:)
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MAN-O-WAR 2007, an image I made with Vue
and Rhino programs

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FORMS OF ART:
- Oil Painting, this is a classical tradition and
produces very vibrant, rich paintings. However, it's expensive
(some of the pigments are very costly as they use rare
materials), smelly (turpentine and oils stink, though
that can be reduced to an extent using special alternative
materials) and requires plenty of room to let the paintings
dry safely (takes weeks for an oil painting to dry properly,
sometimes months).
- Sculpting,
alas, this one is very difficult for most folk, as it
requires a degree of manual strength (for larger pieces
or stone carving), plenty of space, and very bulky blocks
of stone or clay etc. However, most arts made with the
hands are very enjoyable to do, almost like exercise.
- Pottery & ceramics,
this often requires a kiln to fire your work, which is
tricky to get or arrange. But again, it's physically pleasing
to do and your work can be useable (plates, cups etc).
- Acrylic
Painting, cheaper than oils and not very smelly, still
a bit expensive for some of the paints. Note that many
folk paint in acrylics and oil on hardboard or other surfaces
you wouldn't expect, that can be cheaper than canvas!
Acrylics dry very fast, and while that means you don't
have worries about leaving them to dry, they can dry so
fast it's harder to mix and blend the paint on the canvas.
- Miniature
Painting, there's quite a large hobby based around
painting miniature soldiers and fantasy figures. Anyone
who thinks it's not art obviously hasn't seen some of
it! Very amazing pieces of work, especially for such small
objects. However, the small size, detail etc can be a
strain on the eyes and patience.
One of my miniatures, it's about
an inch high!

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- Textile
crafts, there's a whole variety from knitting, leatherwork
to lace making. Many do require good manual dexterity
due to the intricacy of the work. But, you can wear your
own work, very useful! ;)
- Woodworking, from cabinet making, to woodturning
on a lathe, to carving. Wodoworking is messy and requires
a workshop or room, but the results are usually very practical,
from cabinets to fruit bowls.
- Glass
art, mostly
glass blowing and stained
glass. Glassblowing is mostly not something you'd
do in the house! It really requires an outhouse for it,
or workshop, where as making stained glass can be done
without lead, using paints on normal glass if you wish.
Both can create fantastically beautiful items.
- Toy making, some folk like making fabric or wooden toys,
or recreating ones of times past.
- Model
Making, similar to miniture painting, ah, I loved
making Airfix kits of aeroplanes and ships! ;) Some dioramas
(scenes) made from these models are amazing.
- Lapidary,
that's the art of polishing semi-precious stones, like
quartz you may find on a beach.
That's just a few, so "art" is a lot more than
just painting & pottery! ;)
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Digital art is my favourite form of
art to create with, currently. Digital art requires a
computer & software, which can be expensive, but,
it doesn't take up much room, doesn't spill paint on the
floor, you can undo mistakes and for folk who're physically
limited, well, you don't have too move much apart from
your fingers ;)
My previous "tutorial", An
Introduction to Digital Art, gives info on the subject.
Personally, I can barely draw a stick figure, never mind
sketch a person! ;) Thus digital art lets me work around
that, but it still requires time and effort to learn:
patience as always, is a virtue.
Digital art won't make truly good work without *your effort*
The closest thing to a "hit the button and make
a beautiful picture!" you can get to, is to load
up a world in "Mojoworld",
and render that, but it won't be a personal creation,
as you will not be able to make the image YOU desire,
not without a lot of work. But it certainly can produce
spectacular images with little effort, definately worth
testing a demo version just to see what it can do!
Digital art can let you use your brain and
tools to "get around" things. If you can't draw
a person worth a toss, like me, you can use "Poser"
or the like, to make the person, or take them as a basis
for sketching on top of. So, in digital art, you can find
many different ways of solving a problem, you are not
just limited to "clay", or "oil paint"
etc, it's mostly down to imagination, skill and knowledge.
I can back my work up onto DVD, in case of
accidents, and share it across the Internet, which isn't
possible with the creations of normal art (only with their
photographs). The Internet has many communities for all
forms of art, always remember that, great way to learn
and make friends :)
Folk with limited mobility can use digital
art to do things that would be hard on them, otherwise,
as you only need to move your fingers. The medium is also
*full* of variety, from beautiful, abstract fractals,
to fantasy sword and sorcery, to science fiction, to landscapes,
to flowers to cartoons...you name it! The body maybe limited,
but the mind can still soar! Oh, and I know that M.E causes
"brain fog", oh yeah I know ;) but avoiding
stress and reaching an even "plateua" will help.
("Brain fog", like having a perpetual hangover,
ick, makes it difficult to think)
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Buzzsaw, a fractal image I made with Apophysis
fractal maker program 
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I hope you find this of use! :)
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